The Sun has put his hat on, Hip hip hip horray !!! :)

So fun stuff blog time !! :)

This week, has been one of the greatest weeks ever just because I made it about what I like !! :)

Monday i skipped college, did a bit of singing and had some dvd watching time with my friends, nice and tame !! Relaxing, a perfect start ! :) Tuesday was spend getting ready for my friends surprise birthday party which was amazing !!! :D The look on her face was priceless!! Wednesday i did a little shopping, sang a bit more and went out! It was just fun. Awesomely fun!! :) Thursday I got up hungover at 9 am and got a train to do more shopping, it was great!! Finally I have clothes with colour in them !! And i met my friend whom I hadn't seen in about nine months so that was also great !! Thursday night was my other friend's 21st birthday out in the city! With a combination of cocktails, jugs, karaoke, taxis and nomnoms it was bloody brilliant !! Such a good night !! :) Lastly was Friday, Friday was great, had lunch with Grace and then met my other friend whom I was going to a concert with, it was a blast of a night!! The concert was amazing, we went on a giant ferris wheel and I got scared :P and nightclubs in flat shoes are my new hero! Bouncing around like we were five, brilliant !! Oh and Saturday, today, I got my hair done, got new shoes and now I'm relaxing listening to a bit of music writing this. Perfect :)

Ok it may not sound like the greatest week ever but the last few weeks have been such a roller coaster that it was exactly what i needed, relaxing and hectic, exciting and overwhelming and FUN !! :)

This post is pretty pointless, but it is showing that I am not as depressing as my last few posts have been, they were just a few icky weeks ! :)

Now I think it's time I went back to reality and did some of my assignments that are due this week! Ah well, I'll just keep thinking of the new keyboard (maybe a digital piano) that I'm getting over the Easter break and I'll be grand ! :D

So until next time, cheery-byes !! :)

N <3

April 4th 2006 .... half a decade passed....

5 years today.... 

you shouldn't count the years, just the memories...

N <3 

Grapefruit Moon :)

So this morning I woke up and went on Facebook, I read a little thing I had wrote on it:


The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.
-- Eleanor Roosevelt

It has put me in the most positive mood ever !! So instead of lazing around like i had planned I went straight into action! I revamped my room, i threw out 20 years of collected crap which I have never been able to throw out before! I got rid of half my furniture. I got rid of old books, cds, birthday cards, books from school and little nic nacs and loads more stuff! My room is new now. Like me. I'm new.

My last two blogs were a bit of a mess, but I've talked to a friend since and been to a few people and I'm so happy at the moment! I've so much planned now, so much i want to do and loads I am going to do !
I don't know, since about Wednesday my week has gotten progressively better, I'm doing things I never thought I'd be able to do even though I desperately wanted to :) I'm just in general happy... I know what I have to do for college and it's all doable well before the due dates, the exams don't look too bad so far, I'm playing piano again and sketching again so I'm way more relaxed lately. And I'm letting go, people tell me I hold onto people and I hold onto things, well this weekend I'm letting go of the things I don't need and the people, I'm free!

So if ye are reading this and wondering what the point of it is... well as Oprah says "You are responsible for your life. You can't keep blaming somebody else for your dysfunction. Life is really about moving on"
So today my advice to everyone is to let go and move on. Forget about everything that isn't good for you and isn't helping you. Make the decision to leave something and even if it is hard at first it's going to get easier and it's the right thing to do. :)

Leaving ye happy,
N <3