New plan, I'm just going to say how things are going and what I'm up to, for myself really but if anybody wants to read it then Hi to you!!
This week is 'reading week' in college, meaning we have one week off. Usually I stay up in College and I do work up there but I've been ill the last week-ish so I've come home! I'm also happy to report so far, I've caught up with my tutorial work, done an English essay and am on my way with my main history one! Its been good so far, hopefully the rest of the week continues as well! (It's only Tuesday night)!
Other than college work I have been busy at planning mt 21st birthday party!!! Who knew guest-lists were so hard to do. I keep thinking that I've forgotten people and my dad keeps telling me I have too many people on the list and wants me to make it smaller, but really like on facebook I have 583 friends, he should be happy its only in the one hundreds! :) Anyway, the DJ is booked, he's a guy I know from around and he's DJ'd some of my friends parties and is pretty awesome! He is also going to do all 80s music for the first while for me so I can't wait !! I have to buy a new outfit for it so I'm saving for that at the moment! Correction! I don't have to, but I want to! :) 6 weeks to go!!!
Since I posted last October quite a bit has changed!! Friend-wise I have plenty and I'm happy! But I can't help hating the drifting part that happens with other friends! Its not easy to keep it together when you move away and when it feels like they don't bother, you just aren't bothered yourself then..... :( I wish somehow my friends knew I kept this so they'd know! If ye ever find this ye should know, I MISS YE! initials being, A, A, L, B and M !! living with ye for so long and now this year ye are only a short walk away but it feels like ages! I dunno.... blogland I'll report back soon hopefully with reconnected friendships to tell you about!
The one I always mention! The love-life, or lack of in this case! Many of my friends think that I still am hung up on a guy I was "seeing" over Christmas and a bit after, but... even though I've said plenty of times I don't actually see him in that way. I mean don't get me wrong, the guy is lovely, he's good-looking(to me anyway), he'd do absolutely anything for anyone and is absolutely hilarious and I could go on for ages but I won't because now you are thinking I still like him as more than a friend... but.... I was friends with this guy for a while before anything happened and now we're friends again so I really don't see the problem?! What do ye in Blogland think ?! However, there is still the other. I dunno, he is there all the time as my best friend and something happens then it doesn't then it does and in December we made a promise to each other that that was the end and we were staying friends, and just friends. . . . Only that is being compromised, he still has feelings for me.... I still have feelings for him.... but do I want to go down this road..Again?! HELP!!!
Ok, this blog entry is turning into me just ranting about anything so I'm gonna sign off now! Hopefully my next entry will have less of a time gap than the last and hopefully be a little more interesting than this one!
Until then,
N <3
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